So much has happened in the past month. I had to quit my job, which I was making about $400 a week, and I bought a mustang, and life was going good, my bills were paid, I was working, I was happy. Now I have no job, and I can't pay my bills anymore. I am about to lose everything. To make it worse, my mother kicked me out of the house tonight. I guess I am not good enough to be around her anymore. I just need to find two or three job, find some place to live until I can find those jobs and get back on ym feet. I have applied almost everywhere in town. I have applied at: Dollar Tree, Dollar General, Big Lots, Bealls, Blockbuster, and for the city for three different jobs. I dont know where else to go. I am turning in my application to Beef O Bradys tomorrow, and I'm gonna hit my last resort... Wal Mart. I am about to work some 8-12 hour shifts at Gas stations if I have to, which I kinda do. My whole life has been a journey to make it through, and it's like no matter what I do I cant have an easy life. I don't know why this is all happening to me, and all at the same time. The only good thing that has happened, as I met the love of my life, Matthew Wayne Laclair, He is the only thing that is pulling me through this stress. If it weren't for him, I don't know where I would be. So, to close this blog, I ask if you live in the St. Cloud/Kissimmee area, do you know of any places that are hiring. If so, please tell me about it. I am just praying to God, and hoping that everything will work out in the end. I dont know if it ever will, but I guess you never know. I have no regrets in life, the only regrets I have, is that i did not save more money. If I had I could have paid my bills until I found a job, thats all, So, anyone who know s about a job opening, please tell me. Thank you and God speed.
*<3* Jessi
