So as i sit here writing this i am unsure why, Call it getting off my chest i guess, Today has been a hard day for me IRL, My life is not what i have always wanted and well i keep going to try and make it better. ITs hard i find i am doing it solo, I have no support i have no one telling me they love me.All i have is my Daughter, She is my drive in everything i do, Well its been almost a month since i last seen her. That hurts me bad as i consider myself a Daddy first before anything. Sadly with the hand life has givin me there is little i can do other then to go on and hope things improve and always be here for my Daughter when she needs me.I so wish i could find that person that could be at my side, Today i would have leaned on them, Looked to them for some support and streghth. Well enough for now.