I line there hearts down a trail, that I
follow; some broken and tattered others
big and powered. I try to love everyone
and stay sane. My mind races as another
is lined up. So many more to go. I want
to hold and love; cherish and keep them
all. But I slowly knock them down knowing
I can't.
I see the holes I pierce they start to glow,
I can't stop the tears from falling I can't stop
the flow. I started to fall apart and each one
picked me back up, even when I had knocked
them down. I didn't want to be that person.
I didn't want to hurt them at all. I watched them
cry and confess there love; but my heart was
sworn for another. Stolen for another.
For only one can have me; own me; be part
of me. I shatter more because I know I'm
the cause of pain, those tears that silly
names that ring like bells. I get hit with hails
of emotions that drown me into the wicked
sea's, that teach me the lesson, I never learn.
I try to dig my hands into them and keep them
forever; but they slip away making me cry again
and again. Why do I have to love so much until
I'm left broken more then before. I grab the shotgun
and continue to aim it at them, letting the targets fall
for I got another bulls-eye. My eyes become blurry
as two more hearts lie dead; they still beat but
broken in tune.
Emotion spews from the cuts on my arms, my heart
has that same hole I seem to implant. The same
damage done to it. I want him back to make this
easy, to let me know that I'm the only one. I sit and
wait, days pass; weeks even. But nothing happens
I grow suddenly weak. I need love to snap me up
and confess its undying love.
My bed is still cold; my body still aching for you
to fill that piece that always fits. I tare at my flesh
to make you come out, to make this all simple an
easy. Why do you have to be the one; that belongs
in my soul? The hedge of hearts grows really tiny
I'm doing all this for you; and more. Ain't you going
to say something baby?
Take me away to that world where we always spinned
and laughed. And always forgot what hours were. Were
the love was way to sweet, the tears more then dreams.
I continue to blast the bullets in; how many do I have
to break for you to see that I will do anything for you?
I try to shoot your heart the one that sticks out the
most for it glows golden because you have my
entire being.
The gun shivers and starts to crumble, I squeeze
the trigger, but I can't get rid of you. I cry and sob
shaking the weapon in my arms. I fall to the ground.
Why do I love you so badly? Need you so madly?
I let the gun go.
Honey I never
will
try
bother
to
get
you
out
of
my
veins.
