Boobalicious Paper Doll's blog: "2008"

1114pm When am I not heartbroken? I had my chance to do a few things I normally wouldn't do. I know this is repetitive and I'm sure I'll be bashed for it. I am still heartbroken over my crush. He doesn't know how much I liked him. I don't think he'll know. I mean he got upset over something so remotely stupid, but I am not going to write the reason online. Just be assured that I've asked my other guy friends and they all agreed that he got upset over something stupid. It'll be 2 weeks tomorrow since we've IM'd, text'd, and talked. It's stupid! I'm a proud person, and a hardheaded one at that. Well, what else can I say? Just don't mess with me and you'll be fine. Grr.... I feel bad because I was actually going to wait for him. Oh well, it's his loss. It's totally his loss. I was going to send him an email wishing his son a happy bday, but I decided not to. I mean his son has nothing to do with that this his dad hasn't talked to me. I bet his son has asked about me. I so saw myself as his stepmother. Kind of dumb huh? Well, it's my motherly instinct kicking in. Ok, this has become so depressive. Boring for you guys, but I don't wanna get my chonies up in a bunch. I sorta had that happen already though but that's a different story for another day. I'm not going to write about my weekend. All I know is that it went by too quick and it was too short. Should I get some sleep or should I keep going? I think I'll pick the latter. I hate crushing and liking a guy! I knew one of us would get more hurt than the other. I am hurt, I'll admit it. But I know he's more hurt than I am. I already knew it. I kind of sort of thought he would be hurt after our weekend out... together... alone... just the two of us. As I mentioned, it's his loss!!!!!!!! 1120pm! Should I turn lesbian and give up guys? Hell nooooooooooooooooooo I'm not into girls. yet they're into me hehehehe