Have you ever wanted something so bad, that it consumed your thoughts, your dreams, your desires for months & years? When you get close to getting your hearts desire, how it takes your breath away??
Only to have it taken away from you yet again....and be left with the ache, the need, the craving?
Have you tried to make someone, or something in to your hearts desire, only to come to the realization that it's just not possible, and the let down, the blow that you feel, knowing you will never have what you want so much? Knowing that it is just out of arm's reach....the pain of being able to FEEL it, but not actually have what you ache for?
Makes you feel completely empty inside. void. nothing.
