Hey Ghost...
"WAKE UP HE CAN'T REMEMBER WHETE HE WAS, HAS THIS DREAM STOPPED".
--Jim Morrison and the Doors
And a still small voice read the invocation,
"Do you see me
Do you believe
in me..."
A Vision Waiting for Her Cermony
How cruel I can be to myself.
Would I say or judge apply words
to anyone else
Of course not.
But I am forgiving and kinder now.
As Albert Einstein said
"You cannot solve a problem using the mind that created it"
So I must move to a higher mind.
If a me could go back
to me as that young girl in time
I would sit down beside her on the curb
of the house she was frightened to step inside
So she waited for her parents
to come out
I would plead,
"Would you stop scaring yourself!"
You do not know what you program
for your life.
And what I had to fight.
But know in ten years
You'll be allright and know
You are good. You are good enough".
And worry is like a wish for something
you do not want".
More importantly I would demand
What did they do to you...
The learner Becomes the Teacher once Again.
I cannot call
that girl's life a mistake.
Needed to occur.
I needed to know
As in any vision quest
Of fasting, deprivation.
Starving for conversation
Now I choose my words well.
Once I thought I was weak
But no,
I believe it no more.
There is something beyond duality
What is behind the veil
Beckoning
Unconditionally loving.
I am strong, not weak
Complex not complicated
I am not a problem to be fixed
Or a piece of ass
No, I am many pieces
of a puzzle
Whose design is the work
of a visionary painter.
I wield a tender power that has taken thousands
of years
for anyone to express
Much less let live.
I am a life worth saving.
I transform fear, shame and worry
As deep as I once looked at myself critically
I turn that vision outward.
Shifting as one would know is two dimensional into 3D
Kicking it up to 5 D
Regalo/Gift
If you are reading my words
even so are you a loved one
to me.
All who love me give me thought
Give me form.
And love is the same energy from lover
to family to friends the family I choose.
Even if you read these words
You conjure me into being.
The Copper rule
Gold is the metal of power
Did you know copper is the metal of love.
Healing others heals what would not have healed in myself otherwise.
Never ask me if you are a burden.
I learn to help as a co-creator
Having done time in the void
off the grid
Allows me
to reach out to those who find themselves formless now.
Others may get jaded and cruel
I cannot help but love even more
Than what was torn away.
I am a vision waiting for a ceremony.
As Black Elk says,
"I think I have told you, but if I have not, you must have understood, that a man who has a vision is not able to use the power of it until after he has performed the vision on earth for the people to see...
It was not I who cured. It was the power from the outer world, and the visions and ceremonies had only made me like a hole through which the power could come".
Heart Murmur
Whoever cannot apologize to you
I would say I am sorry for them.
Lo siento lo siento mi dulce compania.
Whoever is not your sister, tu hermana
I would be her,
Or if orphaned a mother.
A spouse who walked out on you.
I would do this to help you fully live your life
And at the same time live mine.
For you see energy is energy
Love is never lost.
