Jennie's blog: "Beautiful Words"

My Heart is silent, is silent like the night My hear closes up when I am full of might I want to hold her but I am full of fright She wants me to hold her ever so tight Should I be afraid of her love, it crushes me I am still here waiting to see My brain is full of words, it won’t really stop It keeps running and running, my brain is ready to pop I am afraid she might break my silence Will she be true if I let her in or practice patience? So I wait ever so still for my heart to talk I can feel her breath every time I take a walk She’s right behind me and telling me, to her, I must trust My heart it whispers not to, it could be a total bust Hearts break, in my mind hearts are a mistake Every time I love someone they’re in for the take A mistake love is I must shout and declare To me, sometimes it sticks out like a blind stare My heart crushes easily; it will stay silent for me It’s too hard to trust just anyone; should I ever set it free? My GOD, I’m feeling it pulling and tugging, My mind plays tricks I’m surely bugging Can this be for real it wants to come out? It hurts and makes me wanna shout My heart will stay silent for today Inside of me it will stay My heart is silent, maybe for you, it might have something to say. For now…my heart is silent.