this is to any onyone that cares
im tired of trying and im tired of crying
tired of wonder y
y i get treated the way i do
and y i let it happen
im sick of wanting and giving so much
but recieving and getting so little.
im worth so much but i let me ppl treat me like nothing
i keep bending to appease u are u hapy yet? NO i will never be good enough for u, or her, nor him, i will never be good enough for him! but i am i am more than he deserves really, but i will never be in his dreams i will never be all he thinks about i wont be good enough.
he sleeps like a baby every night he lays down his head, while i wonder waht i have done wrong, or y i deserve thsi treatment. i will cry myself to sleep yet again while i wonder y. y he cant love me y he cant txt me y i let him in to hurt me again. and more important yet would i again? sadly the answer is yes i would let him hurt me a third time. cus twice was not enough heartach i would let it happen again. i am in love or lust which i do not know but i know i miss him and i just want him back
i miss sleeping over and falling asleep in his arms. i miss waking up in them too. i miss his smile and his kiss i miss him. so yes id let him hurt me again call me a loser i dont care, maybe i am maybe im not. he knows who is maybe now he will get it who knows maybe he wont but i think i love him and it hurts
