JenRen's blog: "Have You"

Have you ever had a friend That drowns in their pain? Have you ever tried to fix something But you know it will never be the same? Have you ever heard those little voices That say "Run before your dead"? Have you ever felt so low Because you can't get those memories out of you head? Have you ever felt alone As if no one knows your there? Have you ever wondered why life hurts so much And don't understand why no one cares? Have you ever been there for someone But they never do the same in return? Have you ever tried to do something But you know you'll never learn? Have you ever been used Only for amusement? Have you ever believed they were nice But you found out it was all an illusion? Have you ever been hurt That you know you'll never re-gain? Have you ever made promises to yourself That you never will feel that way again? Have you ever felt so sad Filled with so much pain? Have you ever wished for someone To come and clear all your shame? Has someone ever hurt you Just to play with your mind? Have you ever done something to someone That later on seems so un-kind? Have you ever seen a friend That dies more and more inside? Have you ever seen her smile But you know she's just cried? Have you ever had personal goals With results that seem so far? Have you ever seen a car crash And wished you were in that car? Have you ever felt alone That you think you should just leave? Have you ever tried to cover up every hidden scar Underneath your sleeve? Have you ever been left out in the dark By someone you call your "Friend"? Have you ever been so hurt before That you know you'll never mend? Have you ever been labeled a "Freak" Because of the things you say and feel? Have you ever experienced so much pain That you start to believe that things aren't real? Have you ever felt so confused Because you start to feel a real smile? Have you ever wanted to reach the end of a rainbow But it just keeps going mile after mile? Have you ever felt like you should just go So things might be OK? Have you ever been told to go to hell So you don't ruin their perfect display? Have you ever wanted to fly And wanna be able to really smile? Have you ever wanted to go to a happy place Even if you had to walk a thousand miles? Have you ever been lying to yourself Just trying to believe? Have you ever been told to stand still When you know you should just leave? Have you ever stopped believing In something you've always stood by? Have you ever tried to stay strong But all you can do is cry? Have you ever tried to leave Cause of the things they all say? Have you ever wished for something bright Just to lighten up your day? Have you ever wished you were happy Just so you don't have to be so fake? Have you ever felt like it is all a night-mare But you just can't seem to wake? Have you ever wanted to run away Cause they just won't shut-up? Have you ever wished for something But you then remember, you have no luck?