Have you ever just woke up and had
so much on your mind?
Ive been there over and over repeatedly
and the answers Im still trying to find.
Have you ever thought of death up close?
Do you know what it feels like?
Ive seen it since my childhood.
It haunts me day and night.
Have you ever wondered where in life
you took the turn that was wrong?
I took it too and have no clue
but I know it brings me down.
Have you ever felt like giving up
and letting go of yourself?
Ive felt that way for so long now.
Ive stayed up on my shelf.
Have you fought your inner demons
and the pain that haunts your dreams?
Ive fought it for so very long.
I know not what it means.
My past is very relative
in the fact most can relate.
Ive been trying to forget that part that haunts
and still I sit and wait.
