STRAIGHT EIGHT's blog: "Have you ever wondered"

Have you ever got lost in a deep thought? i mean wonder what life really has in store for you? I often have! I look at my life and how high i set my expectations of me and others. Sometimes i see things in people that others dont see nor do they most likely wanna see. i guess im a old fashioned kind of guy . when i fall i fall hard . when i love i love hard.My problem is a always aspect so much from others i let myself down. not saying i want you to change for me but at least have the respect to listen and hear what i have to say. I feel that life is to short to hide how you feel. Some are lost in finding ways to say words. some have problems with not saying the right words. I often wonder how we as humans even love at all. Seems so much has happened in our past that we forget how too.We hold others accountable for our thoughts and actions not seeing all along that your expectations where maybe a Lil high. My case i seen one of the most fascinating people i ever seen in my life a glow that would penetrate even the darkest corners of darkness. i made the mistake of telling this person how i felt. seems like when you do they think your full of shit anyway. So new Plan its you that makes you be you . Im gonna raise my bar of expectations of myself build a future for my children so they dont suffer so they can go throw life living happily without the worry of having things . i mean they deserve it after all the years i wasted chasing my expectations . if you cant understand that your flawless at being you just remember you made me smile i owe you the world for that one thank you Now that a new journey in life has started. i will  not expect things that i have no control over . they say good things come to those who wait. Take a deep breath realize nobody owes you anything in life really .Know this when you look at someone or something and it make you smile it was the Creators intent. the creator places people in our lives for a reason weather its short or long term none the less a reason .It may be  just to talk or even share countless hours with. If it makes you smile for a brief moment in time  realize it was given to you yo enjoy so enjoy it. Life sometimes spins like a tornado but like all  things it will end. Be  greatful for the smile and happiness life has brought you .You wont be given a second shoot at it . Its not our place to judge others . Our expectations sometimes hold us down from seeing a true side of someone /something. i mean why worry right it will only weigh you down .Things sometimes are cloudy in life . Intended to make us fall  back and adjust to what where facing.  We all  have past. They are what makes unique in every way .They separate us by experience and train us for what runs down that road at us . So dont blame everyone else for what you have done or for what others have done to you. You just might pass up a chance to find another reason to smile . Not all  people are the same so know that you have to adapt to certain levels of thought . Make sure the decision you make is one that you can live with for the duration of your life. If not it may haunt you. The choices you make today affect your future so live right . Set yourself up for great things . Leave yourself in a position to do great things be with someone that makes you enjoy being here and being you . in the end that it what we all  want anyway.So why worry about the ones  that only find reasons not to be . Accept change Embrace  the lil moments in life . Look at them and smile say( Thats what im talkin bout) it makes my heart skip

Your Expectations  lead to judgement which will ultimately make you alone in life. So Live Laugh Love