Ok over the past about year and a half I have been having, every once in awhile, very crazy and thought provoking dreams that are so intense they are seemingly real.
1.) I was walking a block up from my pops old house, which is now my sisters house. (I grew up in this house and lived there til I was 14 only to move to my moms which is 5 minutes away.) My ex best friend, thanx to one unfortunate event, was walking ahead of me talking with some of her friends pointing and laughing making me feel very insecure and unconfertable. All of a sudden my pops house (one block down) EXPLODES launching me under a bush. I am now surrounded by flames, falling debris and smoke. A few minutes pass while I am still lying under this bush watching all the chaos. Choking on smoke and thinking any moment I am going to pass out and die. Next all I see is a flaming piece of wood headed right where I was lying! So I hurry and like something out of a movie I roll and jump out of the way and am left standing there looking up at smoke and flames from across the street. The end? No, all of a sudden it is the next day. I am sitting on my pops next door neighbors steps yelling at my pop for what had happened the previous night, as if it was his fault. - that part seems pretty normal right? No....Everyone on the block is out having a party, block party?, maybe except not your usual. The block was flooded with what looked to be lake water from about 5 feet from the ground up. Everyone was swimming and having a good time like nothing happened. As I settled down but obviously still rattled, I awake.
(Now let me add just so that you fully understand every aspect of what this may mean - The reason I lived with my pop til I was 14 then lived with my mom was because we had our issues and I ran away when I was 14. We eventually stitched our relationship back together.)
2.) I was on my sisters porch (pops old house) as if I still lived there. I was with some guy and the situation just felt like me and Brian ( a 3 yr love interest with much drama fighting and bullshit) howhever it was not Brian. He kinda looked like the guy Jack that lives at the corner of my block. Makes sense since Ive always had a crush on him. We got into a fight about something. I punched him in the face and then he punched me back twice. All of a sudden it skips to me sitting on the front steps with pretty much the whole block of people and my pop. Im telling my pop what happened and showed him the mark on my face. He turns to this guy, who I still dont know exactly who he might be, and just looks at him as if waiting for an explaination. The guy starts rambling on about shit how I hit him first and turns his head to show the mark. Then, all of a sudden, hes down the block and everyone is just running around. The end. (I came to the conclusion since Brain is my new male problem in my life, since my pop and i have sqaushed shit, that the guy reps Brian and my pop is my protector so to speak, especially after this 3rd dream)
3.) I was being tortured by my pop, but it wasnt my pop - He was some out of the water dead zombie in the resemblance of my pop but he wasn't realy him. He tortured me for what seemed to be forever. Breaking my fingers, stabbing me ect.
It was so real!!
The phone rings and its my REAL pop and hes screaming telling me to pick up the phone (obviously he knew something was wrong) and i couldnt get to it.
Then my sister calls and its the same screaming as if she knew everything that was going on and I managed to crawl to the phone to scream help for a second before I am dragged back to "zombie dads" grips and tortured some more. Seconds before he is about to cut me open with a rusty old chainsaw my "real pop" busts threw the door with his nine and starts poppin off in every zombies head like some resident evil motha fucker!!
So if you took the time to read all of this I would realy appreciate some feedback. I always have believed that dreams have an underlying message. Hidden feelings your subconcious mind are telling you about. I have my own oppinion of what it might mean. But it would help so much more if I have some other feedback to go on aswell.
Thanx much
MCL
~KarNi~
