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Dani's blog: "Haunt me"

created on 03/18/2007  |  http://fubar.com/haunt-me/b65891

Your Turn

YOUR TURN How can you say forever, when foreve is just a lie, Made by society its all propoganda, a set up to say goodbye. Ive been lead on by empty promises, my heart filled with deceit, Im so tired of all this bullshit now, I now just want to sleep. My life stays in overexistance, in limbo by a thread, Your life carries on so wonderfully, its all fucking with my head. Sentimental trinkets and faded memories are now just a waste, Simple reminders of you and "what could have beens" have left a bitter taste. You cant get me to play the victim this time, you cant drag me down, An overabundance of needs and wants, I will no longer be your clown. SO now I will run so fucking far away, it will be like you never knew my name, Hidden in the shadows, dressed in apathy, Im now ready for you to feel my pain.

My brother the junkie...

You try to explain bu I am ignorant to your lucid reasoning today, Listening to the voices that scream everything I am you will betray. I am staring at a facade,something so empty and s cold, All of promises and lies you tell yourself are now becoming old. You play the victim AND the killer now, Inner confliction takes over and you want to escape somehow. Trusting eyes upon you, you have now found a vein, Oblivious to all,you look inside of you seeing only misery and pain. Rage infuriates you, as does your need to blame, Point your finger now,lter hang your head in shame. So much pain you inflict heartaches and dissapointments leaving me unaware, Cut right into me,it doesnt matter anymore I KNOW you dont care. Drowning in a sea of self hate, Youre only out is to self medicate. You are no longer here a mere illusion hiding in the dark, You are enigmatic to everyone but me but cntinue to play the part. A prisoner of your own self hatred a prisoner of your own addictions, All of your pain and suffering caused by self inflictions. Poisoned by all that you now know you have overfilled your cup, Patiently I await for our darkness to creep into light I WILL NEVER GIVE UP Love you Jake

Haunt me

Trapped in my self created inner prison so dark and so cold, I fucking hate you, I ucking love you, Your presence lingers so bold. Ive been burdened with regrets what ifs and shame, Yet I hold my head high internalizing all blame. I despise my memory for keeping you around, I beg and plead with it coming to no common ground. Why do you haunt me? Why not leave me alone to shed my tears? Youre the reason for my hesitation, my senicism, YOURE the center of my fears. One day Ill stop this madness, find peace, my inner light youll see, One day youll be lonely and filled with remorse..,this is the day youll think of ME .........................TOO LATE!
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