yes i hate you for so many reasons i find it hard to explain just the thought of you makes my blood boil i cant stand to look at you i wish you would go away how could i have let you in there was a time when the mention of your name made my heart soar and i would think about you all the time but now that feeling is gone replaced by the hatred that my heart holds i wish i could tell you how much it hurts all those times you said i was yours that you loved me so much only to turn out to be lies now i am here building up ready to explode thinking of what should have been only to feel the darkness of being alone and hurt wishing for something that isnt there thinking of a way to tell you how much i hate you so you can see what you took from me out of your own selfishness no you dont deserve to feel anything but i would love to have you feel my pain and live each day knowing how much i hate you for showing me a beautiful life and stripping it away for no reason
