why must you make me hate you? when all i wanted to do is love you!! no longer feel loved,it hurts to feel this way. i remember when we loved each other! what a great feeling that was,now all i feel is cold and emptyness. is this just me going crazy in my head? or are these feelings real? some times i wish we could go back to the beginning,to when everything was good and you gave me those butter flies in my stomache and you were the only thing i could think of!! could we possably get back there or is it too late? feel like i am hanging on a ledge here and trying to hold on with all my striength,or should i say fuck it and let go? i know i have wronged to,and i would give any thing to take it all back that i have done to hurt you!! god knows i have fucked up. just want to find our way back!! I am not getting yunger,i am just getting older and dont have time for the games! If we both are not playing for keeps,then i do believe it just maybe time to take the first train out of my life!!!