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Baby Scorpio's blog: "hate life"

created on 02/24/2008  |  http://fubar.com/hate-life/b191717  |  1 followers

dad

I hate you, Dad, for what you did To me when I was just a child, A helpless thing whom you could beat Until the excess bile was drained. To me, when I was just a child, You were God unmerciful Until the excess bile was drained And you were once again my friend. You were God unmerciful, And I was Satan, Lord of Hell, Until you were again my friend And curdled my last drops of love. And I was Satan, Lord of Hell, A helpless thing whom you could beat Until you curdled all my love. I hate you, Dad, for what you did

evil

Evil has no easy explanation. Everyone is evil and is good. Sometimes we watch ourselves do something evil Frozen in a scream that's never heard. We cannot stop ourselves, so we go on, Knowing somewhere else the horror plays And plays and plays until we are forgiven, Healed by someone's gift of unearned love. When someone has been tortured as a child, Evil, like a mad dog, crouches near. One buries it deep in a vaulted, lead-lined chamber, But zombie-like it stalks the world within. It's strange that darkened children need forgiveness For evil that they suffer, innocent. But guilt's the trademark of humiliation, Burned into the flesh of memory. Love washes over evil like an ocean, Sweeping over seething, fisted anger, Drowning it in cold, unquiet depths, Leaving you weak and weeping on the strand. You wouldn't be yourself without the pain That twists inside like penitential dancers, Making you the stage of some strange beauty, Like no one else, the host of our redemption.

though

Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, Please forgive the manner of my leaving. My love and need for all of you remain. I could not long such suffering sustain, Nor would it long have held you from your grieving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I hope that choice will not my memory stain, Nor lead you to be wroth at my deceiving. My love and need for all of you remain. For only in you do I live again, Woven like a wind into your weaving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I put to you the plea of the self-slain: To comprehend an anguish past conceiving. My love and need for all of you remain That all that I have been not be in vain, But blend into the earth of your believing. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, My love and need for all of you remain.

cant you see

Can't you see? Don't you care I want to die? Don't you listen? Can't you hear My silent cry? Won't you turn? Can't you hold Me to your heart? Are you afraid of what might follow Once you start? Would you rather not believe I'm in such pain That all your sense and good advice Must be in vain? Would you rather tell yourself I'll be OK, And all this adolescent angst Will go away? Ah! Would I also swim across This lake alone! But if you cannot swim with me, I know I'll drown.

lost

loving the one i lost lost the one i loved went to play with the angels above walking through town alone can not even hear you voice on the phone you took my heart and went away i shed tears till this day

the mask

This mask I wear, she serves me well, she hides my pain, so they can't tell. They see her smile, never my tears, she shows no sorrow, she fights all my fears. They believe she is me, if only they knew, that she is my mask, my saviour too. My scars she hides, behind laughter and lies, she say's she is fine, but slowly she dies.

game over

you try to take the best of me i used to allow it but not anymore go away i wanna be in a better place i hate when you say you don; t understand i hate living surrounded by unhappiness and evil i wanna be with the good energy not with the enemy i am sick of the tension sick of the hate sick of the anger i am sick of you so just please go away find another to play your little games with for i am finished game over

You took my rights away

You ve shattered my dreams You shattered all that I had known. You took my innocence away. Why did you do what you did? What did I do to warrant Such an act of evil. You pure evil and vile Your the ones I hate I hate the ground you walk on I hate the air you breathe. I 'll never get why? Or what gave you the right Yor eviler than evil

words

Words That Hurt Words can be a knife, Stabbing at the soul, Spreading through its victims like cancer. Giving birth to hate so strong and pure. A hate that can’t be cured with a simple sorry, Hate that is with us till death. Words can be so powerful, Without thought, Love is ended. Friends become enemies, Watch my tears run down my face, The pain has been dealt, Now you are dead to me.
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