WELL THIS IS TOUGH BABE...I WANTED TO WSH YOU A HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, BUT THAT SOUNDS LIKE A OXYMORON SINCE YOUR GONE, SO IS IT HAPPY? YES BEAUSE I WOULD HAVE RATHER HAD YOU FOR A SHORT TIME THAN NEVER. I DO WISH YOU WERE HERE STILL. BUT I KNOW IT WASNT IN YOUR LIFES PLAN.
TODAY IS OUR WEDDING ANNIVERSARY, BUT I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT. YOU HAVE BEEN SENDING ME SIGNS ALL WEEK LONG. WE HAVE ALL NOTICED THEM, FROM THE GREEN T-SHIRT CHRISTOPHER GOT WITH YOUR FAVORITE SAYING "LIFE IS GOOD" TO SEEIN YOUR BDAY AROUND EITHER 1219 OR JUST 19TH. ORALEE IS PREGO I DONT KNOW IF I TOLD YOU, BUT YOU PROLLY SEE THAT HUH? SHES DUE THE 27TH OF MAY, AND MISERABLE. SHES NAMING THE BABY AFTER ME...ISNT THAT COOL? DJ IS GONNA BE A DAD TOO AND HES NAMING THE BABY AFTER YOU IF ITS A BOY. HOW COOL I THAT. YOU WILL STILL BE GRANPA TO HIS CHILD HE SAYS, AND DAVID WAS THE ONE WHO SUGGESTED IT. I BET THAT WAS A SHOCKER. SEE BABE YOU WERE AND STILL ARE LOVED BY MANY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH HUNNY.
JACK IS A GREAT GUY AND HE WANTS TO MARRY ME, BUT I DONT WANT YOU TO EVER FEEL LIKE I REPLACED YOU. THAT CAN AND WOULD NEVER BE. BUT I DO THANK YOU FOR SENDING JACK MY WAY...IT HAD TO BE YOU CUZ I ASKE YOU FOR A SIGN AND HIS ADDRSS WAS 7206...THE YEAR YOU WERE BORN AN THE YEAR YOU DIED. HOW STRANGE WAS THAT. EVERYONE SAID IT WAS MENT TO BE. AND YOU DIDNT STIKE ANY OF US DOWN YET...LOL I KNOW YOU WOULDNT WANT ME TO BE ALONE, AND THATS WHY I KNOW YOU FOUND HIM FOR ME SO I WOULDNT STAY IN BED AND DIE. I DO LOVE HIM, BUT I WILL ALWAY STILL LOVE YOU TOO...AND HE KNOWS THAT AND ENCOURAGES ME TOO...HE NEVER GETS TIRED OF HEARING ABOUT YOU AND EVEN SAID YOU GUYS WOULD HAVE BEEN GOOD FRIEND. I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL TOO. I HOPE YOU ARE WITH YOUR DAD AND YOUR GRAND DAD AND MAYBE EVEN MICHAEL. DONT WORRY ABOUT ME BABE...BUT STILL ALWAYS WATCH OVER US...AND YES I WILL FOREVER WATCH OUT FOR YOU AND YOUR SIGNS. W ALL MISS YOU BABE AND LOVE YOU...DONT EVER, EVER FORGET THAT. WELL BABE ITS 4:14am AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO YOU! MUCH LOVE ALWAYS YOUR WIFE LARA
