I just came home from a fun night with friends. Turned on my lights and my pc and was staring blanky on my screen. I am nowhere. That's the thought that came to my mind. Not that I party all the time but because I am not inspired...motivated...undecided. I don't need anyone to do it for me but I feel lonely. My heart keep wishing for someone to provide me with that smile, happiness, inspiration. Will I ever find that someone? I know i can be mean sometimes insensitive. But i'm giving the best that I can to be special. I am grateful of the people that like me. Only wish I have is that I hope I can like them back as well. If I felt the same way as one of them did, then I wouldn't have thought of writing this.:(