I just wanted to thank all of my friends that could remember today was my birthday. (Even if you had to use your reminder) I appriciate that you took 2 minutes to either send me a card, balloons, or leave a comment on my page. To my three friends that celebrated my birthday with me tonight, "Thank you."
Then there are a few of you who sucessfully managed to make me want to cry. You know who you are. I'm not talking about everybody on fubar who I have added to my friend's list. So, please do not take offense to this if you do not know me personally. The ones of you that do though and completely blew me off. Well thank you so very fucking much for making me realise how much I fucking mean to you. I'm so fucking glad that you are so fucking busy that you couldn't take five fucking seconds to send me a shout or a message on yahoo to tell me happy birthday. I am really glad that your life is so great at this point that you don't need your friends. I want you to keep this in mind the next time you come crawling to me because you need advice. Or the next time you think I'm going to be here to give you a should to cry on or a place to hide out from your problems. I'm sick of being the fucking bigger person.
I turned 21 this year and I learned a lot. I need friends that I can count on. Friend's that will follow through with their promises, like helping me plan my son's first birthday party. I guess I'm just not good enough for you all anymore. No wait it's always been like this with all of you. Enjoy your lives. Enjoy watching the baby that you "love so much" and "miss so much" grow up in pictures. Cause to those of you that I am refering to that is all you will ever see. I'm done. Fuck the bullshit. Fuck the drama. I don't need it. What I need is to quit worring about what you want and you need and take the time to love my little boy and watch him grow up.
So, to all of my real friends. Thank you once again for remembering me on my birthday. I'll repay the love I swear. (It might be late but it'll be there!!) Night yall.
