Jersey's blog: "had to go for a bit :("

20/jan i reckon i can say just about any old shit in here as no 1 reads these damn things, so fuck it, im gonna rant... for any of you that have noticed, im again not spending much time in here, its got way too quiet to the point where its just sadly pathetic to sit n look at an empty shout box for most of the day, with respect that most of you have your own stuff going on right now, there are a load i dont here from simply cause i aint giving out 11s or making pics like i used to.... mehh thinking im soon due another friends list clear out, fuck all this collecting friends that dont say hi even now n then, or rate a pic.... im not looking to have a list of a million ppl i dont talk to... i already sees them scrolling...lol but thank you to them new ppl who have stopped by to chat, i value your time :) xx i am missing some of you a lot though :( between net issues and time differences, fu conversations are about as regular as real life ones :-S, a lot has changed in here, and personally i dont think its all for the better, gawd knows what happened to all the friendships in here that at one time seemed quite strong, ppl helpin each other out ect, it all seems a lot more impersonal now... i miss the old fu. __________________________________________________

1/Nov Sticks and stones are hard on bones Aimed with angry art, Words can sting like anything But silence breaks the heart. ~Phyllis McGinley, "Ballade of Lost Objects," 1954 __________________________________________________

31/Oct G W B - Lily Allen __________________________________________________ 27/Oct ok.. so it seems there are so many, very sly underhanded ppl in here, who love nothing more than creating trouble, maybe i should explaining in nice small words that you "should" all be able to understand. My "fu-king" status' were just that... because i have leveled to "fu-king" and "fu-king" fits into so many phrases and not for whatever dumb assed fuckin reason you all had in your head. If you had taken the time to stop by my blasted page and actually taken a few moments of your time to shout or leave a message i would have gladly told you that you had got it wrong. Instead of you screen shotting and causing rifts, but i guess thats too simple for you all to grasp, so.. i'm deleting a LOT of dead weight off my friends list.. like most of you, (note that NOT all were taken off for this reason, there were a few taken off, to save them all the hassle from whatever the hell is going on :-S) my page was set onto private for a short while, but then decided that the morons on here don't deserve that fugging pleasure... so here i am, bolloxs to you :P i no longer, will put full trust in anyone on here apart for two exceptions, and they know who they are. i will still talk to ppl and remain true to myself, but unless you can prove that you are "real" and true, i wont give you my trust __________________________________________________ 07/Oct having no tv, landline or net sucks ass!! bored to tears here, gotta think of sommert cause this is just plain sad .......... __________________________________________________ 28/sept ok, so moved into new gaff(flat)..well sorta lol, boxes everywhere still :-/ damn its quiet there, i miss having internet... but getting there slowly ((((hugs))) stay safe all __________________________________________________ 16/july ahh fuck it whats the point? i take it no one reads these things *sigh* for any of you who do chance by here, i hope you are well, i miss being here and talking to you things are not yet sorted with me... hoping soon though.... O_o __________________________________________________ 01/july bahhh what a crock of shite, my connection here has gone from bad... to near non fuggin existant... hi to those who pop in here to read the updates n shit, hope you are all safe n well, i havent forgot yous!!... yea.. i still aint back.. circumtances still pretty much the same :| dammit... ehh least its sunny ..right? lol.. *sigh* miss you guys (((( hugs)))) _________________________________________________ 19/june yep tis me again, still not here much, poppin in and out to check mail when i can and to catch up with ppl where possible, sorry for not being here much, but for now its how it has to be. my "stuff" is slowly getting there but its not all sorted as yet, i miss you guys a lot hey can i ask a huge favor of anyone who checks up in here.. to please lend a hand to Jen, she is racing one of her friends to godmother... and could do with a lil help you know the drill... click the link and show some mad love on her page Tumsfun Fu Wife to Slippery & Brit Bomber 7 & Owned By SLIPPERY

@ fubar i will be about when i can, but please feel free to leave me a msg or whatever and i will write back as soon as i am able.. and when this damn connection permits :| please be safe all of yous xxxxxxx will keep you posted on whats happning.... and thank you.... for being a friend :) catch up soon :) ((((hugs))))) ______________________________________________________ yeah im poppin in now and again the computer virus is sorted, but now a lot has changed, and things are very much up and down for me at the moment, please forgive my lack of communication and for not being around in here as much as id like to be hope all of yous are taking care of yourself, hopefully the shit in my life will sort themselfs out soon, and settle down, and then maybe i can go back to some kind of normality :-S heres hoping anyway ((((((((hugs)))))))) _____________________________________________________________________________________________________ hey, to all you guys who read this, im not gonna be around for a while... ive picked up a PC virus from somewhere :( so wont be back till its sorted there are a few ppl who have really been there for me the past few days.. Diddy and Jen I'm really gonna miss you two, and really cool new friend i made king domino, thank you Manly for all the smiles :) ALL ( not just those mentioned )of yous stay safe i will be back to nag your asses as soon as i can :) Daz if you pop in here, i want you to know i miss you and I Love you, you make sure you take care of yourself and your son, i still got my phone if you need me ((((((((huggles))))))) xxxx whilst im at it, whoever is hating on Daz.. fuggen give it up, its childish and pathetic, you have no idea why i was upset, so kindly butt out you may have thought you was helping in some way, but really just causing more unneeded hurt for all those concerned well damn not really sure what im gonna do with myself :| damn its gonna be quiet :( ((((hugs)))) and luv to you all missin you guys already xxx Lisa xxx