"Smile" he keeps telling me,
But I cant seem to follow through,
"be happy, its not the end, At Least I still love you;"
Those words cut me deeper,
Than any razor or Knife blade,
The fact that hes the Only one,
Slowly makes its way into place;
I Love him, but i cannot smile,
I need him, deep down I know,
But i cannot live my life like this,
I cannot continue walking this world alone;
I need more to put the smile,
Back on my saddened face,
I need more to say im happy,
because my pain gets worse every day;
I cant just wake up in the morning,
And tell myself its all ok,
I cannot Tell myself im happy,
Because no matter how much I pray,
Nothing seems to be working,
No one seems to care,
I try and Try to Hide it,
But in the end its always there;
This darkness that's been uppon me,
wont seem to lessen up,
I guess i wasnt meant to be happy,
I guess I've Had Enough..
