I am going INSANE! Ok, try to understand this... A couple of years ago, I started going out with Christina. We went out for a while, then broke up and I was single for a while. Then I met Alicen. We fell in love REALY fast and were... engaged. (Amanda shut up lol) I love her very much... But I did a STUPID thing and cheated on her... with Christina... and Nikki (a girl I used to work with who I have absolutely nothing to do with anymore.) Anways, after that we were still together, but things were a little different. After a while of being like that (a few months) I felt that she didn't want to be with me anymore, so I broke up with her and we were pretty much thing same, we just didn't have the title of being girlfriends. So it has been like that for like a few months... No, probably like 5 or 6 months and I can't take it anymor. I mean, I am kinda with Christina and I love her very much too and I know that with Christina, she will always be there no matter what... But with Alicen, her mom won't let us see each other, but we get away with it. And I don't know what to do. How do you choose between 2 people you love? How do not hurt one by choosing the other? I have compared them many times and I want to choose one so I can stop leading a double life because it's getting hard!!! I am so depressed because if I just choose one... then I can'thave the other, but I will still love ther other... I dont know what to do and it is driving me absolutely INSANE!!!
