April's blog: "guys"

as i write this i cry cuz i have found the person of my dreams i want to be wit him for the rest of my life and i want to marry him. this is so hard cuz i dont to see him very often and it hurts me sometimes it feels like a knife cuz all i do is cry and it is so hard on me cuz he is my life line and i know that im his he has my hart and i have his ya i know it sounds so wrong for me to cry about this but when i wit him all i do is smile and laff  when im not wit him my worls is so dark and glommy and to me it feels like i have no sun shine to look for

in life u go thoght bsome much shit and so many people tell u what is best for u and sometimes just some times they are rigt and sometimes they make a mistake well i have someone in my life that i love and i dont want to lose and this erson helps and cares about me and makes me feel so good about myself he is the one person who has always aways there for me when i need him and will always be there for me

wat do u  do when u love a person so much and u want to be with them so bad and it hurts u cry.my hart long for this person who has my hart and soul he is my everything and he will always be my all in my world and in my life and i would be so happy to be his wife and his all and the mother of his children my life has changed so much and im so glad that god put him in my life i dont know wat i would do wit out him he has made me so happy in my life and i have such great friends to share all wit there has been times that i ncry cuz he is so good to me and it is so new to me and i dont want it to changed i want it to get better.baby u know that i will never hurt u and i will never leave u and u have my heart and my soul.  baby wat im saying is that u are my world and i love u so much

in my life i have been thoght heartache and pain my heart has been ripped out and ripped to pices and then just haned to me to place it back for me to move on to use it to love someone but i found someone who took it and fixed it took my soul and made me feel so great about myself and lets me be myself and will never put me down and will always put me on top and will never hurt me and will always help me in everything i do in life and wants to gave a family with me and loves me for me and will never put me down and u always make me smile and laff and u will never make me cry tears of sadness always tears of joy and i want them to always to be tears of joy being wit u im always will be happy and i know that u feel the same about me        BABY I LOVE U

my heart belongs to some who has been ther for me and will always be made me cry happy tears and held me thought the nite when i needed it and wanted to be my rock when i couldnt be myself and when i was dealing wit family problems and let me be myself and just be silly and act like a goof ball with my friends and then turn around and kiss me and make me feel good about myself baby i love u and i will always love

i found someone who loves me for me and will never jugde me and will be my sholder to cry on and wipe away my tears if need be and u make me so happy in my life and u love to see a smile on my face and u love to sit and watch me and just be me and if need u will try to help me the best way u can u can never see me sad or crying it hurts u to see me unhappy in life.my life would never be the same without you i hope u never leave me and i know that u will never leave me my life starts and ends with you i dont it to be any other way u are my life and i want to stay that way   in my words     I LOVE U