Thank a soldier's blog: "life"

as much as i want too..i cant get u out of my mind..as much as a mask it..its still is killing me.. im diggin deep to forget it..but i cant..i have turned myself inside out all day and i still come back to one thing..i luv ya! my smiles are tears my heart is broke..but u will never know cuz i just cant make u hear me! i feel empty..no matter what is said to me..it only matter what u think..how do i change that! i know u will not read this cuz u deleted me..just had to get it out..no smartass comments please just venting so i can sleep! i wish u would have reached out!