So I sip the drink in my view
Think about nothing in deep thought blue
Try to reason my hate to love
And fail with a itching bug
No excuse no pity all pain
No trust no love no gain
In a morbid smile I laugh myself
And the things that i fail to help
Wash away the sins for another day
And pretend to go outside and play
In the mud and filth I gather from this mindset
What else should I expect
Does me writing this have a affliction upon the reader
No I'm just another breather
Would I want a response in return
I'd rather play with a loaded gun
Do I want to pretend to be okay
That is exactly the what Ill say
In a realization I walk away
Head down and lift it for another day
Smile at work and gain money for the pain
Shake hands with the Gods
And never follow the mods
All I can really do anyways is just be me
But with that, no one will see
She is only there for a minute than gone
Along with her lust and song
As I pick up my drink i take a sip.
