well this might get a lil long and rambling cause i have alot going on...so i was datin this guy...hes on my family list...back in febuary...then i moved to oklahoma...and he went overseas and we kinda split up..and it was hard for me then...i went out started to drink.....alot go out with someone i had met in claremore...name shall not be mentioned to fill this void...he was a total doosh.. well the person and i decided to try again...just after halloween....and well its been rough i mean i love the boy todeath and i would be so heart broken if we ever split up agian i couldnt do it to be honest.but its hard he lives in flordia and i live in oklahoma and im struggling day by day to deal with the distance..i mena i know he loves me to...but when i drove to see him in louisanna thats where it got even harder...i dont know what it is yet or why but feel that its going to end up back as us as friends and its harder than ever for me to accpt cause i dont want to give him up..i fought like hell to have him but i feel that we are living two different worlds right now and we just arent working the way id like to be...so with that said im now his friend again...and its killin me..... it really is ...i give up i really do....

Love is like a passionate desire that no one can obtain unless they work at it. It’s more than a feeling or concept that everyone seems to use without knowing its true meaning. People in today’s twisted, unrealistic society misunderstand the three little words that make a relationship thrive with life. They take those words and throw them around like a football, throwing it at a different person, not knowing if it’s real or just some simple way of getting the girl. Experiencing love is the greatest aspiration that two people can engage in. Love is not just some made up feeling of hope or lust; yet, it’s a emotion that blossoms when two people realize that they make that other persons’ heart skip a beat. It’s that feeling that they get when the other person walks into the room and their heart drops to the flooring knowing that the other person makes them truly happy. Be devoted to the other person mind, body, and spirit is what makes the relationship stronger everyday and by having that, one would understand what it is like to truly be in love. Society today has forgotten the meaning of “I love you” and it annoys me that they don’t understand the passion behind it. I know that I am in love for real, the first time in my life and it is a scary thing because at some point it could end up breaking my heart. Most people don’t understand that those three words could cause more damage than smiles, if not used in the right manner and I’m one of those people that fall’s fast and hard. When I give my heart away, I give it all and nothing less and I don’t expect to get my heart destroyed because some asshole fucked with it. I will love this individual with my entire heart until the day he decides to rip it out and stomp all over it. I can’t help but end this with “I love you!” and if this person fucks that up he’s going to end up hurting more, knowing that he gave up a tremendously amazing chick!

ok first things first...if u have sent me a private message..its gonna be a while before i can access it..the net service i have runs really slow... alot of places with free wi fi have blocked cherry tap and kproxy is one slow ass server.... on to new business.....ummm well its been a rough few weeks...well fuck its been a rough year and a half.. im finding myself alone and miserable right now but thanks to the friends that i have on my messanger im finding that there is another option, a better option, one that is leading me away from the temptation of hell and all its destruction..i guess u could say i was started to self distruct when i realized there is more to life than drama and guys...i need to focus on making my self whole and complete....i dont need the depression that i thought was plaging me for so long...its not fair to my friends to see me suffering and im tryin my damnist ta make sure that i dont get sucked into the hole...i sound all smart and all it must be the blonde wearing off.... n e ways....everyone thanks for takin the time to send me private message me, profile commet me, rate my pictures, and commet on them.... i appericate it very much so and guess what...im gettin better the viral infection has finally gone dormant for a while lets hope i can stay well for a while....... lol right n a few weeks ill be beggin someone to cut out my tonsils... hugs kisses.... and exp to those of u on my family list...thanks i talk ta ya all the most...and u know my situation thanks for being so patient...xoxoxoxoxo jewelz

1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you let me scratch you? 25. Would you have to be drunk? 26. Would you date me? 27. Would you do it today? 28. Would you do it tomorrow? 29. Do you think that we would go any further then just sex? relationship? dating? 30. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

SAD News Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus they had one in the oven. He is also survived by his elderly father, Pop Tart. The funeral was held at 3:50 for about 20 minutes.

Grade me and send me your answer. F-= damn wat da hell happend 2 u?!! F = damn youre ugly D = your parents must be heated C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool, i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. I'd hit that. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXAY!! A+ = ... will u go out with me seriously A++= will you marry me A+++=TAKE ME NOW ON THE TABLE AND KISS ME AND DON'T STOP

[ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Handsome [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] No, I dont like you like that [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? [ ] i wanna fuck you [ ]wanna have sex? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = _______. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _______. We could _____ _____ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Name one thing you would like to do to me... [ ] ________________________ I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] One time thing [ ] Next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends How's my personality [ ] Sweet [ ] Funny [ ] Nice [ ] Quiet [ ] Boring [ ] Fun What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] girlfriend/Boy friend [] Friend with benefits

ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing. ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO...... * ** *** ***** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** Almost ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * ALMOST THERE! * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * Post this as : 11 signs you love someone *And something good will happen to you tonight

HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED? Body: HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED? Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ repost this or see 9 years of bad relationships