crzymorbid's blog: "Gone Insane"

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I love my dogs Prue and Alize 2. I am a Cowboys fan until I die 3. I love reading 4. I write poems 5. I have been a waitress the last 4 years 6. I am scared of being alone 7. My all time favorite book is Gone With the Wind and the sequel Scarlett 8. I don't like to drink yet I have a DWI 9. My grandparents raised me 10. I made straight A's in highschool yet I dropped out of college who gets this, #1 Masterdoug #2 Barbie #3 MuffNTung #4 Wildman 2007 #5 Shadster007

Goodbye now, I am ready to leave this world, my heart has passed on and my soul is struggling through hell, all thats left is an empty shell, no emotions, only tears, no happiness, not even fear. Goodbye now, I am ready to leave this world, if you see me...it's not really me, mind is swimming through a sea of thoughts, good natured i think not. Look forward to...give me a reason, maybe there is time, more than likely not...still gotta decide how it's gonna be done. Goodbye now...for I am already gone.

Restless sleep is restless dreams, tossin...turnin, adrenaline rushin through my veins, thoughts invadin my mind, cant remember half of last night. It gets to me so much, i dont want it to be there. Cant change how i feel, cant change what i want. Got one more violation, any more and ill be fucked. If only there was trust, i can hope all i must, there still wont be just.

My sanity, I feel as if I'm losing it. While I'm going insane, your over here abusing it. I'm all alone, and you occupy your time, taking advantage of me being gone. Your ding the things, the very things I told you that break my heart. You've promised, and promised, those very things would stop. Your intent on doing it, hiding it, and I feel like I'm losing it, all over again.