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im feeling like im slipping back to a time where i felt like there's nothing for me ,
where there's nothing i can do about it , or seem to care anymore about anything,
i dont ask much from anyone because i dont really need much from anyone , idk
maye its just i feel like im never going to find my real (me) , maybe thats a
good thing , idk , perhaps i should not be putting this on here , again idk ,
but i do know that if something i been hoping for doesnt happen , i may not
cam on here anymore just putting it out there , i feel like there's nothing for
me here either ( where i live) some would disagree , but it a gut feeling and
they never usually wrong when it's about myself , pls trust when i say no one
will like me if i go back to how i used to be i didnt even like me then , for example
if i'd get a cut somewhere , i'd try to make it bleed way worse , because i wanted
to bleed out , so anyways , if something big but not happened id be like oh , i dont fk'n care ,
i am goig to try ti fight this off , , just me doing alil venting , but i hope i can remain how i am now !! there are my thoughts , MH4E
