Everyday I wake up to have my coffee. He used to make it for me and bring it to me in bed! That kiss goodbye when I would leave for work. His stupid ranting about politics and such.
I miss waking up to his handsome face, his arms around me when I went to bed at night. I miss his kisses and his stupid perverted ways. I miss going to the Blues Jams with him and church on Wednesdays and Sundays. I miss our walks hand in hand on the beach, through the woods or just to go feed the ducks. I miss dinner together or even arguing about myspace. I miss everything about him and I.
How did two people who loved each other so much get into this situation? I know the answer but I cant put it here or anywhere. God knows I love him and miss him to such and extreme that it is destroying me.
I know we cant go back to where we were. I dont even think we can start over again. I know his family will never let us be together again. This really is too painful.
