sympleplezures fob DJ SNAKEBITE's blog: "god bless"

u left me today without a warning,

to wake up all alone in the morning.

used to being in ur arms,

feeling loved and safe from harm.

u gave me no goodbye.

my heart is broken,

no words from u spoken.

silence is all i hear,

no goodbye from u dear.

i loved u with every beat of my heart,

u had it right from the start.

alone i sit here and i cry,

again from  u

no goodbye.

with every tear i say ur name,

my life will never be the same.

was my love for u just a game?

i gave u all that i ever could,

loved u more then i ever would,

now u have left me alone

and i dont know why,

again u left with no goodbye.

my heart will heal i promise u this,

just want to tell you

ur a son of a bitch

how dare u break my heart

and not tell me why,

but to u i can

say

GOODBYE!!!!!

my son came home from school the other day,

said daddy i know what i wanna be when i grow up.

i looked down into his big brown eyes and said what is that son,

he took my hand and we sat on the floor and he climbed up into my lap.

he said daddy i wanna be a soldier just like u.i wanna fight for my country that i love so much.

he stood up and gave me a hug and trotted off to his room,

he was 5 then,

when he turned 18 he came to me and asked me to join him for a ride.

we went to the recruiters and he joind the military..i helped swear him in as a proud father,tears and over whelming emotions came over me.

when we left from there and were driving home he stopped alongside an old country road,

he turned and looked at me and said i did it dad i am a soldier now

gonna do my best and make you proud.

gonna serve my country and protect it the best i can.

gonna give my all gonna be the best i can be

he got his first orders iraq he was bound

one whole year with out him around

felt a knot in my stomach as i watched him pull away,

tears in  my eyes as i smiled and i waved.

i yelled out to him as they were pulling off,

i love u son.

if only he knew how proud of him i am.

hes no longer my little boy,

now hes a man.

i think back and remember the day

the day he told me he wanted to be a soldier.

hes in iraq now along with his 2 brothers

please say a prayer for them and all who are sacrificing themselves for us.

thank u

God bless the soldier that gave his life for me. God bless the soldier who died for what he believes. God bless the soldier who faught for us to be free. God bless the soldier's family for the loss the will forever grieve. God bless our soldiers for doing a job well done, not able to come home til this war is won. I thank God everyday for the men and women who have given up so much, the warmth of thier bed,thier spouses loving touch. to hear thier child whisper good night, over in a country with no end in sight. God bless our military for all it always endures, not just for my family,but also for yours. God bless you all with all my heart and soul, for the appreciation that you will never know. God bless and please come home safe.peace be with all of you.......

yesterday in the park,i watched a father and his young son.they were laughing and playing and then they came and sat next to me on the bench. the son looked at his dad and said daddy why do you have to leave. he then looked at his son and said cause theres a war to be won. the little boy wraspped his arms around his daddys neck and gave a tight squeeze,he said daddy go and win this war for me.daddy youre my hero,i love you daddy.a tear rolled from his eyes. his daddy closed his eyes to remember the embrace.he hugged his son tightly and said i will win this war for you. the little boy slowly let go of his daddys neck grabbed his face and gave him a kiss.he then took a step back and clicked his heels together and gave his dad a salute. he then looked over to me and said my daddys a soldier hes gonna win this war for me and you. tears were just falling from my eyes uncontrollably. his dad looked over to me and saw the tears falling form my eyes,and apologized for his son,as he thought he was bothering me. i then took his hand and spoke to him from my heart. i told him sir i thank you for all that you are sacrificing and all that you have done.i will pray everyday for your safe return and for the family you are leaving behind. he thanked me and they walked away. and as they did i whspered quietly, God bless that soldier for all hes sacrificing for me...for his country..for his family.

have u ever taken the time to stop and smell a flower?or taken the time to help an elderly person with taking out their trash or something of the kind.have u ever taken the time to really get to know someone,just to call them a friend and not an aquiantence. have u ever taken the time to buy the person in line behind u thier cup of coffee or soda. have u ever taken the time to offer a smile or a friendly handshake just to say hello. have u taken the time to tell someone in the military thank you? well maybe u should take time for things that u so take for granted. and when u see a military member shake their hand,buy their coffee,smile say thank you.because if not for them,you wouldnt have the freedom to take time for anything........

3:07 AM 2/17 12:02 AM 2/17 Madis​on, ​age 8,(*NOT MY DAUGHTER MADISON*) ​passe​d away just a few days ago We'​ve been asked​ to pass this on. Docto​rs told her famil​y that there​ have been quite​ a few child​ren Madis​on'​s age that have died recen​tly the same way that she died. The only commo​n link betwe​en them was that they were given​ Motri​n (​ibupr​ofen)​ and Robit​ussin​ toget​her,​ this cause​d a heart​ attac​k. They belie​ve this is what happe​ned to them. They told her to alert​ every​one to this. Do not give child​ren both of these​ medic​ines toget​her.​ You can give them one or the other​ but not both. When Madis​on colla​psed she suffered a heart attack and died. this was sent to me and i hope all parents take heed to the warning this is not my daughter just to give you a heads up.please listen to this warning.the mother and father of this little girl will forever suffer the loss....peace and love to all

A Poem of Prayer > > > Dear Lord, > Im calling upon you to ask you for your help.I have come upon some troubles that i cannot handle on my own.They are too difficult to take on one by one,but with your help and guidence I can beat any odd against me.My faith and trust in you will help me mend all thats wrong in my life. > My life is in turmoil and I dont know right from wrong.So,I ask you dear Lord to help me please. > Im at the end of my rope and I dont know what to do. > So,I ask you to walk in the sand that is my life and place your footprints in mine and carry me through thtis troubled time. > I know I cant give up,because I know you wont let me.You keep me strong and you keep me fighting.You let me know that in my heart I will be ok,as long as I believe in myself and keep my faith in you. > Every time I feel like giving up on all that has gone wrong,I'll clasp my hands together,close my eyes,and say, > Lord are you there? > its me again, > let me tell you whats going on, > My heart is broken and my eyes are > tired of crying, > My problems are too much,can you help me > Please..... written by donna

how many times are you gonna use me.youd think that i would know by now.why do i let you treat me so bad.how many times are you going to break my heart.you have lied to me,how many more times are you gonna, you abuse my love,and dont say it isnt so.you see it in my eyes,dont say you dont see it,its not something that i can hide. you give me lonely nights,you cant hear me cry,and you deny your love for me.youre never gonna change,you cant accept blame for what youre doing to me. how many times more are you gonna break my heart,why do i let you treat me so bad. today i am drying my eyes,and i am not going to feel ashamed anymore,i will find someone else who will appreciate me and who'll always love me. how could you leave me here all alone to think about you,you should be here with me.i have given you the best of me,and you leave me here to face each day without a smile.life is so unfair,i feel like i wanna die,give me a last goodbye. i have waited for days for you to come home,i have waited by the phone for you to call,but when the silence grew long,i knew something was wrong.right then i knew it baby,how could you do it,how could you break my heart in 2. theres no more blue in my sky,only cloudy mornings,all of these tears like rain you left behind,all of those memories,are in the corner of my mind,i start to cry,i just cant picture us apart anymore. will i have to spend the rest of my life without you?how can i get through this pain of losing you

I will not let you hurt me I will not let you take away my pride I will not let you destroy all I have inside I will not let you take what dignity I have left I will not let you see me cry I will not let you beat me up physically or mentally I will not let you have my self esteem I will not let you take away my confidence I will not walk with my head hung low I will not follow my heart,I will not go with the flow I will not change for you I will only change for myself I will not be your victim I will not let you in my dreams I will not show you fear I will not let you cause me pain I will not listen to your empty promises I will not listen to your meaningless words I will not ever see you again I will not hate you I will not let you get the best of me I will be alone,I will be free I will not let your opinion of me break me I will not think bad of myself anymore I will hold my head high,I will spread my wings and I will soar I will reach new goals I will believe in myself I will not let you break me I will not let you break my stride I will not let youtake my pride I will not let you see how you've hurt me I will notlet you think that I am suffering I will let you see me laugh I will go on with my life I will not let you control me I will again breathe for me I WILL go on and be who and what I want to be............