All my life I have been a giver,care taker and fixer. I don't know how to accept help or be taken care of. I have gotten worse since my last heart break. I hardly trust anyone and I tend to trust the wrong one when I do. They are usually the ones that need to be fixed or cared for. If someone wants to give to me I push them away.I don't let them in.I think the pain of someone that truly love's me hurting me is more than I could stand so I push as hard as I can to make them leave.Some of my friends are helping me change and I thank them for that.Hopefully they understand it will just take me a little more time.
