If there is a god, then make me belive.
Show me once that he cares to hear me.
Call it a wish, or call it a prayer.
Just hear me this once. Can you so me that favor?
All of my life i have tried and ive tried.
Many days ive laughed, too many nights ive cryed.
Ive faced all my issues, come to terms with my past.
But yet left to wonder how long i will last.
Freely i've given more and more of myself,
only to find its only others i helped.
I've done onto others as you asked me to do.
When i been slaped on one side, i"ve offered the other too.
I have spoken the truth in my mind and my heart.
Been missunderstood and unbelived from finish to start.
I've gone as far to never make enemys.
Even after all the foulest things that have happened to me.
I have always lended a hand to help another.
Nothing wanted in return, nor ask help from another.
I have always payed back more than i been given.
Everybody wants more, what world do i live in?
Is it to much to ask that or to hope to receive,
is a person who will trust and belive in me?
Is it too much to dream that maby one day,
some one will appriciate all that i gave?
That onece in my life i will be understood,
and be trusted that all i do is for a grater good?
Am i wrong to belive that there is anotherout there too,
who can love, care, and show it as much as i do?
All i am asking is that there is more than just thought.
If there is such a person, or if there is not.
So tell me o'lord, provided your there.
And for once in my life answer my prayer..........
