Feeling sad and feeling blue,
Feeling so distant, so far from you.
Feeling like I'm falling fast,
Feeling like this feeling will always last.
Wrought with worry and with fear,
Wishing I was closer or you were near.
I don't want a repeat of yesterday,
Feeling oblivious to the words you say.
The images run rampant through my brain,
So many and frequent, making me insane.
I keep seeing you running away,
With that beautiful girl of yesterday.
I don't feel how you say,
Calling me beautiful, just like the girl of yesterday.
I don't feel worthy of your grace,
I don't feel the love of your place.
I ache and I sob, I don't know why,
I just want to run away and hide.
If only you saw the tears on my face,
Maybe you would help my lonely place.
I'm so scared of losing you again,
My heart aches and I fear it so.
I don't want to hear it,
And I don't want to know.
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