Ok, one thing I can not handle is being ignored!! I can deal with about anything else. At least I am acknowledged then.
A little history about me to enlighten about this fact. My dad(actually my step dad) when ever he was mad at me used to ignore me. In fact he never really paid much attention to me. Later I learned that is just the way he grew up and learned to forgive him for that.
Also the "I love you" was rarely said in our family. I learned that I want a partner to pay attention to me and say "I love you" whenever they feel it. This is the big reason I have no problem saying "I love you" when I feel it. I also learned that life is too short and may end at anytime. These are the reasons why I do not hesitate to say "I love you". Who knows when our life may end. I want my loved ones to know without a doubt that I indeed love them. I may show that "I love you" differently than most but that is my own way of saying it.
Is it so hard to find someone that will realize this and love me for me.
I hope all is going well for you. May the Goddess watch over, protect and bless you all.
