this is a tough situation i am my feelings are torn into a million little peices. I cant seem to open up enough to let things out. I have to go to court and face my oldest son for what he did to his younger brothers. I love my oldest son with all my heart and not so sure what to say to him when i see him he sexually assualted his 2 younger brothers and it is just tearing me apart inside. I love all my kids but what do you say when something like this happens. and all of them are your kids what do I say to the oldest one who has put the blame on me when all i ever did for him was good what would you say when he says that he never wants to see you again and then you have to face him in court what would you say. I just need some opinion having a real hard time with this. srry just needed to get soemthings out. You can read it or just walk away but i need all the love and support i can get right now need lots of prayers