17yearshere's blog: "Buh humbug,"

Change is so uncertain It scares my inner being The lifting of a curtain Now everyone is seeing All the things I've hidden The things it hurts to hide It feels like I've now given Away to you my life I once had visions I even had faith in them But not now, now it's gone I've given up once again I need to make a change And finally be free But is it one I make Or another made in me All now I've left to do Is patiently stand by While once again my plan Is ripped from my soul's eye This change is overtaking Consuming like no other Results I'm sure will shatter Or pull me further under