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-Just thinking- ------------------------------------------------- Maybe there is nothing more, then the inevitable death that awaits us all. Perhaps I did it all wrong... perhaps I should have stopped while I was ahead, so many years ago. Maybe my conscience is 100% evil, and has complete control over me. But why would she want to be evil towards me? What did I ever do to her? I cannot remember a day when all things went my way. I have always struggled, always begged, always felt the need to convince others or went out of the way, to show others. In one hand, I care about what everyone thinks, and in the other I don't give a fuck about anyone else. Why should I? For how much I have put in to being human and giving, and understanding, I cannot remember a day when I got it in return. I think I would rather be an evil bitch than a victim. Maybe I will work more on that, as the days meet me. I am tired. Tired of everything, tired of how I let things happen. I want it to end. I want a new life. A new beginning. When I sit and imagine it happening, I see nothing there, just open air. Freedom, choice, future, possibilities. I know most people wish they can go back and change things, well I do more than wish it, I actually create an entire new world in my mind. Then for a split second, in that one moment, I feel alive again.
-it is the middle of this day- ------------------------------------------------- The Sun is hidden behind these dark grey clouds that have teased us greatly with rain, but given none... I feel a tickle in the back of my neck, could it be what I believe it is? It seems when this happens a twist of reality comes my way, bad news, good news, it does not matter... I have no other choice but to wait it out. Today will be a slow day for me, I have made my coffee but have no creamer. It really pisses me off, and I know when one thing goes unbalanced the rest follows. Like quicksand, you cannot even try to escape, it will pull you down regardless of your screams... Such a fucked up world to play with me daily and keep me from this cleared path I have worked on for years, cropping and studying and learning my location... Detours are everywhere, always, and it is not my doing. I am convinced of it now. I did not give any permissions to accept anyone to touch or use my things, but it is because of another that it runs out, that it does not get replaced until I discover it's emptiness... How ironic, I fix the problem, that really only seems to be effecting me anyway? How lucky for everyone else. I find myself wondering who or what the fuck is watching over me, who or what the fuck is protecting me? They sure don't do a very good job do they? I find that shit too hard to believe, the only shit that gets done is what I personally do. I shall continue documenting it so that I have proof in the long run, of what is going on around here... I am now not alone, but I feel this void clawing at my face, at my skull... I should not be here. I should be out, doing what I do best, living. I should break down these walls we call shelter, and let in the light, let in the beauty of life... Touch her. Will she accept me? I tend to destroy everything I touch... I wonder if she fears me... Decaying Mother of Life... Beautiful Queen of Dark and Light... Thank you for everything you have given me.
-in my darkest hours- ------------------------------------------------- I am alone again, like most days. Sitting in front of my computer, chatting with AOL friends... Just a typical day here at home. But not completely normal. Maybe the feeling is that I'm lost, or that I'm confused. I can not honestly make the difference between the two. The Sun has just gone down and I am listening to silence. The fan behind me is playing with my long dark hair and it feels wonderful. If only it would blow away my mood. I know there are so many things I can be doing right now, like writing more of my books or watching a movie.. But it just isnt enough. It isnt satisfying. I'm looking for something, or at least i feel like I am waiting for something. What it is, I do not know. Something exciting or maybe even frightening. I need a wake up call. Something to make me feel more alive than I am. I feel like life is dying more and more every day. There is nothing to stop it. Its decaying has resulted in this numb feeling running through my veins. I have felt these things before, since I can remember actually. I need an outing. A trip, if you will. Something to fill me with life so much that it wakes me from this state of stillness and the bitter taste of days that pass by me just sitting here. In my darkest hour, every day, same time and place. It grows old, and I tire of the boring light of day that shows me nothing but the return of night.Resulting in this. My darkest hour. 8pm. The Sun has now kreeped below the mountian. It is almost completely night outside and I come back to my own reality. Maybe tomorrow I will return here to tell some more. But as for right now, it is even my darkest our. Night, and I am still yet alone and will be until the Sun rises high and I wake again, to my empty bed again. My life, oh my life. It is so beautiful how simple and free I am. Even now with my darkest hour ending, I can smile mischievously, knowing what I can do with myself. Oh I'm so bad. Not all terrible things are so bad. I have learned that now. But I am oh so bad. And I love every second of it..

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The beauty of a Scorpio woman is exceptional, mysterious and totally magnetic. She knows that and is proud of herself. She will control her wish to dominate and will let a man lead in a relationship, atleast during courtship. She knows how to hypnotize a man and gets successful, more often than not. Don't expect a Scorpio female to rush into your arms in front of a thousand people and shout her feelings at the top of her voice. Instead, she will come close to you, glance at you in a sensual way and whisper the most romantic words in a seductive tone. If you are not sincere with your feelings, don't even try to get close to a Scorpio girl. With those beautiful, penetrating eyes of hers, she can read exactly what is on your mind. She can easily make out your real intentions, so Don't Flirt. It will amount to insulting her and I assure you, insulting her is not at all good for your health. Even when her tone is soothing, her disposition kind and her smile generous, she can be planning the most powerful retaliation. When a Scorpio woman is insulted or gets hurt, her fury knows no bounds. Then, she can become the most hard-hearted and most sarcastic person on this earth. If she loves with fierce devotion, she hates with devastating malice. If you are really in love with her, then you need to know more about her. She has a very hypnotic gaze and the moment her eyes meet your, you will go tumbling down in her deep passion. Being noticed by a Scorpio female definitely gives a boost to a man's ego. She needs a man who is stronger than she is and weakness in him won't get her sympathy at all. He will be expected to behave like a real man, who can dominate her and make her proud. At the same time, he should respect her individuality. He should be better looking than average, with an intellect, philosophical and totally masculine. He must also be ambitious and able to handle tough situation with poise. After she gets committed, a Scorpio female will shower you with all her love and attention. Her whole life will start revolving around you and she will be extremely loyal and exceedingly passionate. She is passionate with everything that is related to her. It is almost impossible for her to have neutral feelings. Either she will deeply cherish or fiercely hate. If any of the feelings are not experienced, she will become completely indifferent towards it. Scorpio women, however, never let these feelings show. Her expression will always remain neutral, betraying nothing. Her anger is very bad and it's better to get out of her way when it gets out of hand. Her characteristics profile will make her storehouse of secrets, but people wouldn't know any of hers. Her personal life will be out of bounds for everyone. At the same time, she will never tell the secrets that have been confided in her, not even to you. Even with you, she will have a private part and its better not to pry. That does not mean she is dishonest. Infact, she will be so brutally honest that, at times, she may hurt people in the process. Like a typical Scorpio, she will choose her friends very carefully and the credible ones will remain with her throughout her life. She will never maintain a relationship with unworthy people. Determination and will power are her basic personality traits. She can use them anytime to come out of anything that is negative. If you have been able to win the true love of a Scorpio female, you can be sure you will never feel lonely again. She will be totally devoted to you and even if you two don't get married for any reasons beyond your control, her love for you will not change. She is one of those who believe in the phrase 'Till Death Do Us Apart'. Rather than overshadowing her husband, she believes in supporting him. 'Behind every successful man, there is a woman'; this idiom is perfect in case of the husband who has a Scorpio wife. For her, the future, the happiness and the dreams of her husband hold the supreme importance. She will always defend him fiercely in public and won't take nicely to anyone taking advantage of him. She will always encourage him to reach for the stars, build his courage and never let him turn back from midway. Scorpio women love their homes and keep them spic and span. Now comes the dangerous part. A Scorpio girl is extremely jealous and fiercely possessive of her loved ones. She is prone to suspicions; so don't give reasons to be doubtful of you. On the other hand, you will have to control your jealousy, since she will be attracting a lot of members of the opposite sex. She also dislikes being possessed by anyone, including you. In such a scenario, just remember that a Scorpio woman will always be loyal and devoted to you, even in the worst of circumstances. And then, you know you cannot leave her and it is better to adjust to such a trifle thing. Nobody walks away from a Scorpio, right? As far as money is concerned, she will enjoy it whether she saves it in a piggy bank or splurges it on luxurious things. She is very conscious of her social standards and will never compromise in case of status. She likes power and will sacrifice money and many other things for it. She seems to be very practical, but inside she is very emotional. Like all Scorpios, she will not see any viewpoint in case of her own emotions. A Scorpio female has a sense of fairness and justice. If you don't wish her good morning one day after a fight, she will do the same for the next four days. The same goes for generosity also. If you do one kind deed for her, she will do four in return. As a mother, she will extremely possessive of her children and will care for them. However, she may not express her love openly and this is something you will have to teach her. She will make them independent, fair, strong and proud of themselves, the way she is of them. She will encourage them to develop their innate talents and make sure they don't go unnoticed. A Scorpio woman can drown you in her passion. But then, she can also bring you to safety when the raft becomes too dicey. She can provide you her calm and steady support in the worst of circumstances. Once you win her love, you will never be lonely again. Your food will be perfectly baked and she will grind fresh coffee for you. You will always come back to a spotless home, radiating with the aura of her magnetic personality, the charm of her deep beauty and the warmth of her everlasting love!
This isnt to everyone but since apparently some people cant keep their noses outta my life on the computer and offline as well I feel this needs to be said.... 1. I will date who ever i fu*king want got me? 2. Just because there is a pic of a male friend in my albums, that doesn't mean he is all over my FUBAR profile and you need to run and tell the first person you see. The album is called Family/Friends for a reason... 3. Apparently you like me being the center of your world seeing as you talk about me enough... 4. Do i need to look up a phone number for you to seek some help with those issues? Oh wait its subscriptions, i forgot you like me being the center of your world... Does that explain enough? No? Well lets see... You wanna know so damn bad whats going on in my little world? Why the f*ck dont you ask the source and stop listening to everyone else, and for you that ran back and ran your f*cking mouth, you of all people need to get a clue, what is it any of your business who is on my page? Sorry to those this doesn't pertain to, but some people just cant grow up!
[IF you get offended I'm sorry but i thought this was soo true.] Proud To Be White Someone Finally Said It.... But How Many Are Actually Paying Attention To This? There are Afrifan Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, ....And then there are just Americans. You Pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "White Boy" "Cracker" "Honkey" "Whitey" "Caveman" ...And that's OK. But when i call you "Nigger" "Kike" "Towelhead" "Sand-Nigger" "Camel Jockey" "Beaner" "Gook" or "Chink" ...You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the gettos the most dangerous place to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Hispanic History Month. You hve Martin Luther King Day. You have Asian History Month. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You have Yom Hashoah. You have Kawanza. You have the NAACP. and you have BET. If we had WET [White Entertainment Televison] ...We'd be racists. If we had White Pride Day ...You would call us racist. If we had White History Month ...We'd be racists. If we had any oraganization for only whites to "advance" OUR lives, ...We'd be racists. We have a Hispanic Chamber of Commerce, a Black Chamber of Commerce, and then we have just the plain Chamber of Commerce. Wonder who pays for that? If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships ...You'd know we would be racists. There are over 60 openly proclaimed Black-Only Colleges in the US, yet if that were "White-Only Colleges" ...THAT would be a racist college. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for out race and rights, ...you would call us racists. You are proud to be black, brown, red and yellow, and you're not affraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride ... You call us racists! You rob us, car jack us, and shoot at us. But, when a white police officer shoots a black gang member or beats up a black drug dealer who is running from the LAW and posing a threat to ALL of society ...You call him a racist. I am Proud. ...But, you call me a racist. Why is it that only whites can be racists?
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