Sometimes i wonder
Why i ever try to do anything
Why i ever try to compliment them
Or impress somone when i go out
Its like all my efforts are just ignored
Why i ever say hello
Why i ever say "I love you"
to him.
What if my body is making my mind believe
What's not true
What if i feel like screaming everytime i've said it
To anyone
Family, or otherwise
Maybe this is just a lie
Just a facade
That wont seem to gve up on me.
Though i've given up on it.
