so i jus learned that one of my "friends" was talkin about me behind my back last night... and people wonder why i have such a hard time trusting... "one cannot be betrayed if one has no one to betray them"... i keep saying im not gonna let any more people in... but i keep deciding this one more person is ok to trust... and i keep being betrayed... youd think id learn, but i guess im just too fucking stupid
