Restless sleep is restless dreams, tossin...turnin, adrenaline rushin through my veins, thoughts invadin my mind, cant remember half of last night. It gets to me so much, i dont want it to be there. Cant change how i feel, cant change what i want. Got one more violation, any more and ill be fucked. If only there was trust, i can hope all i must, there still wont be just.