I'm tired of being the girl everyone looks to for sunshine. I'm not that girl. So stop treating me like such.
I'm tired of pretending to be so goddamned happy all the time when it's quite obvious I'm not.
I'm tired of being everyone's jokester girl. Make yourself laugh.
I'm tired of being overrated.
I'm tired of being a substitute.
I'm tired of not being able to funtion like a normal fucking person.
I'm tired of doctor's.
I'm tired of people expecting more out of me than I can give.
I'm tired of over analyizing every fucking thing.
I'm tired of being the good girl.
I'm tired of being the bad girl.
I'm tired of people judging me.
I'm tired of being disappointed.
I'm tired of being labeled.
I'm tired of never being good enough.
I'm tired of always being the one there. Can't I have a fucking problem once in a while?
I'm tired of everything.
I just want to bury myself again and become oblivious to everything like I was before.