right now. i dont give a damn about anything or anyone.. im very depressed anymore, and i have extremely "reasonable" reasons to be! When the love of your life breaks up with you and tells you that your a piece of shit girlfriend, worthless, and you'll never become nothing.. or you were the worst mistake ever to them, or that they found someone else who is sexier and im just ugly as hell.. and that they fucked on the couch you were laying on.. and they wished you would die..and would love to see someone kill you; and etc.. yeah that hurts.. and when everyone for god knows what reason wants to fight you.. and be shitty towards you- and no one understands all they can say is get over it.. or it will be ok.. but if they felt how I did.. they wouldnt want to fucking be hearin that shit either.. it's not okay, and it wont be for a while- and im not just going to get over it because its not that easy and I do still love her- but It's so hard to let go.. and im so sick of being shit on! and pushed away!
