So here I am in North Hollywood, sitting at home in front of my computer, typing this stuff about myself for you, the person reading this right now!
Imagine,if you could travel out of your body and come visit me, what would you find?
My room is eclectric, yes, that is a cross between eclectic and electric. It has my art all over the walls, my writings are pasted in every corner of my universe, my domain is infinite, yet I see so little of your infiniteness, and mine.
I am a writer at heart, since I was twelve I have written thousands of poems, millions of words, and I am still only 52 come this April.
Come this April 24th, I will have been writing for 40 years and finally I think I figured out how to communicate to humans.
I hope I can write as many words as the most prolific writer on the planet - not sure who would get that award or who would award it - but my desire is to communicate with you - my dear reader.
Thank you for checking me out - thank you for benig on this planet with me in this dimensional time frame. Thank you for being you!
I hope you will google my name, read my works, apply your and my truths to your life, and live as fully as I have. If I died tomorrow, I could very honestly say - I am dying as a happy man.
Unfortunately I have an incurable disease and my time is running out - no I don't have cancer or some sexual disease, or even a virus or bug. My disease is death. We all have it. Some of us know it and don't want to admit it.
It comes suddenly or slowly, depending on the choices we make in life. I have chosen to live to be a ripe old age of 88, but so often before anyone dies, they already know how and when it is going to happen.
I have already been assasinated many times as a character. Some day, on the day of my death, an assasin will strike me down and like Obi Wan Kenobe, at that moment I will know my immortality with total certainty as will the rest of planet earth and this growing solar system of humanity.
I have been directing a lifelong dream of creating a documentary film about people, pennies, money and banking, the drama of Wall Street and International Bankers.
After all, I've spent more than half my life in the mortgage banking industry and I have made and lost millions.
I'm still working on that first billion contrary to any rumors you might find about me on the Internet if you drill into my past - no I am not a billionaire financier, no I am not a crook, no I didn't do that and no I am not what you percieve me to be based on what others have printed about me.
I am just a man, nothing more, nothing less. I have thousands of friends today and when they hear my stories, read my tales of adventures in my life, and they look into my eyes for the first time - then they know me for who I really am.
The infinite infinitor of infinities in me recognizes the infinite infinitor of infinities in you and I know that we are both blessed a trillion times every second of every day.
So hit me up, call me if you like. If you need money I'll see what I can scare out of the trees for you. If you need attention, let's get together.
If you don't know what you need and want, trust me, I know how to ask you the right questions as your spiritual advisor so you can find out who you really are, what you are really capable of, and what it is you really, really want and need, not what everyone else has told you they think you need or want or should have, be or do.
May the long time son shine upon you, may all your days be great as mine, and may you find your immortal self hiding in that body of yours amongst the trillion little beings hiding out in your cells.
I am the Tantric Master. I am the worlds first trillionaire on paper (wish I could cash in just a few billion shares of that stock I created a few years back) but if you read all my stories you will some day know me.
You don't know who I am.
You don't really know my name.
You just play that electronic game
I always play for keeps.
Alex S. Gabor
