I am concerned for a friend on here but ofcourse I can't tell is they are here or not..sometimes Cherry makes you look like you are still on...I think having this horrible sore throat and feeling like someone put salt drops in my eyes doesn't help my emotions much. I know I am not good when dealing with my HALTS...and today is a prime example. I'm trying to keep myself from going nuts...HALTS are Hungry Angry Lonely Tired and SICK...
So I am going to try to keep my composure even though I know I could let this eat me up. I probably should just go to bed and stop beating a dead horse...but I have a shoot tonight and am trying to keep myslef from getting too too sick. This is an excellent opportunity for me and I should focus on that right? My head is saying stay on track but my heart is where is always is... feeling achey and messed up.