it's a dizzy clouded over kind of night
and i'm catching fireflies out of the corner of my eye
and muffled voices under the cool calm and collected tone of my breath
i need you to continue pounding these things into my head
i need you to use a sledge hammer.
let's disappear for awhile.
start driving and become the mist rather than floating in it.
i'm going to choke back on my superstitions
stop myself in my tracks and just believe in you
the sweet taste of honey is on your lips darling,
and it's making me sneeze.
my kisses are burning the back of your throat
and your tickling mine with your thumb prints from the outside feeling in.
i awoke covered in sweat as i often do,
waking up thinking i was back there only dreaming of you.
this time when i rolled over i realized the sweat wasn't my own.
and for some god awful reason, i still didn't believe.
i need it to rain like it's never going to rain again.
pour down on me and drench every unclean spot in acid.
it seems as if it's the only way i'll ever snap out of this.