Just ME hearts's blog: "From the beautiful mind of ME"

Well the greatest thing has come about. Me, my bestest friend in the whole wide world, Jess, and Luke have gotten our own place. It is fucking nice. It is 3 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, dining room, kitchen, laundry room, the living room is big and it has a fireplace as well. The extra bedroom is going to be converted into a computer room. And my room is pretty big too. I am going to go to rent-a-center and rent out a bedroom set. The cabinetry in the kitchen is absolutely gorgeous. Oh and there is a bar in the living room as well. I am going to start packing up my belongings tonight. We are going to be moving in next week. she is going to be cleaning the place up because it was just vacated. We were the very first to apply for it because we knew the people who were living there and they told us that they were going to be moving to texas. So we scooped it up quick before anybody else even tried. She was skeptical about renting it out to us because we were all young but she came around when she realized the jobs that we had and the fact that we could afford it and that because of the jobs that we have we were not just going to up and leave. Or trash that house either. It is much too nice to trash. Well I am really excited about it. i am going to get off here and start packing my stuff. xoxoxox-candice

Well here lately the good only gets better. Me, Jess and Lucas have our own place. We are going to put the deposit down here soon after she does the background checks. I could not ask for things to get any better. I went to a psychic the other day with Jess just for shits and giggles. OMG man she tagged two people of my past right on the ass. She told me some things about them that I had already known but she didnt, well as far as I knew. She told me that I am going to be married by the time that I am 24 and to a brown eyed brown haired man. She told me that I am going to have two babies. She also told me that a certain someone is going to try to come back in my life between now and the marriage and to not do it because he is a waste of my life. He has some emotional problems that he needs to deal with before he can ever love himself, let alone others. She actually predicted the move to. It was kick ass man. I plan on going back soon, just to see if its all the same and nothing added. xoxox-candice

What is wrong with people. You tell them that you dont want to talk to them and they throw shit in your face that you said when you were drunk. They say you cheated on them when actually thats not true at all. Its quite opposite, he cheated on ME! But I am done with that stupid rediculous phase of my life. I have moved on. Nothing good came of it other than lessons learned. NEVER TRUST THE ONE YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD TRUST THE MOST. they will send you to hell and back over and over again. Other than that things are going great in my life right now. I am staying strong and not going back to the past. All it is, is a horrible memory. Work is going great right now. In fact I just got off work bout an hour ago. The hotel party kicked ass, I had an unexpected visitor but he made me very very happy......and satisfied. The best yet. LMAO. He is so fucking sexy. LOL. My very own bad boy. And when I say bad......lol i mean in a very good way. Memories that will stay with me for a long long time. well thats all for now, i will write more soon. XOXOXO_Candice

Well the hotel was kick ass man. It was well worth it. I had a blast. We took lots of pictures as well and I will get them posted on here asap. But here is someother news. I know people hate when i talk about it on here but i dont care. its my fucking life and its my fucking site.. An old friend recently messaged me and told me that their kid was sick. I am heartbroken over the fact. But the friend like totally flipped the fuck out when I told them that its best if we only talk short and sweet. He got mad and now he has blocked me again. But honestly thats what I wanted in the first place so i dont care. I just cant risk falling back into that old rutine again. We are not good for eachother. Things between the two of us have changed soooo much and its just not worth me risking my happiness that i have finally gained over. xoxox-candi

Well the Three Days Grace concert kicked ass. I have tons of pictures of it on my myspace page. If you know my myspace page you should go check it out. I worked today and it was alright. Just work. But I had fun. bought me a carton of cigarettes. And I get paid on Wednesday. I still have quite a bit of money left on my credit card so it will just rack up the money when my direct deposit kicks in. There is a place down the road from here that is going to be for rent. I am going to rent it. YAY!!! My own place once again. Thank god. Things are fantabulous here right now. The weather kinda sucks but thats not that bad. I am so glad that I got my cell phone back. If you know the new number you should hit me up. I have been texting up a storm since I got it. Dusten keeps texting me. LOL. Even when he knows that I am sleeping. Sexy beast just needs to realize that I work during the day unlike him who works at night. LOL. But you gotta love him. My birthday is getting closer and closer. I am glad that my plans are still in action. Hotel Party here I come. LOL. If i know you and you want to come, just hit me back and I will tell you where its going to be. Its byob though. So stock up bitches. LOL. XOXOX_Candi

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10 Days!!!!! Well I talked to my boss today and she is going to give me March 1st off. Its the best job ever. And the money is great too. Today work went kind of slow. But I got everything done. I got hit on like 5 times. One guy went up to me and asked me what would it take to get me in his bed....and i told him uhhh babe,,,,some class maybe. lol. It was too funny. He was hot too. But i am not an easy tramp. But there is some good news on the boy front. I have a friend in oklahoma that I have been talking to on the computer forever now. His name is Duncan. I am not one to meet people on the internet, however, it has worked for my mom and Lucas. So when his conversation up and changed to wanting to get to know me better as in a more personal way I went for it. He is great. Has a great job, and owns his own home. So things are looking up for me. He might come up here to go to the three days grace concert with me and jess. He has to check his schedule though dont know if he has to work or not. But i hope that he can come. It will make the perfect birthday in record. I already know that this one is going to top all of the others. My peoples are going to be there. PARTY PARTY PARTY!!!! Well thats all for now from the beautiful mind of me. I will write more soon. XOXOX_Candi