Iron Butterfly's blog: "Life"

Heh the mother fucker lied to me. I should expet anything less? I'm so fucking pissed. He lied to me! Told me he was going to work under the table for his buddy today for $100. Brings home $22 and is drunker than hell. They'd been drinkin since 9am!!!!! Just proves how much I do really need to get away from him. I dont care about drinkin, i do it here and there myself...but dont fuckin lie to me and tell me you are going to be working all day, keep me up with our daughter so that I only grab maybe 3 hours sleep and have to function on a 12 hour shift like that.

I think he is starting to suspect something isnt right. I took some more of my stuff to mom's. He comes in,looks around and is like...what happend to all the clothes on the dresser? I was like Well considering they are summer clothes, I took em to moms to store in the attic, I'm not putting them under the house. He was like, well anyother time u wouldnt have done that, so why now? LOL I just answered "cause i felt like it"

All he has done since he got home from his buddy's is fight with me, or at least try to when I refuse to acknowledge he's said a word to me.... Now I just gotta continue building the strength and courage needed to get out.