ALRIGHT THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG I HOPE I AM USING IT RIGHT. WE ARE HAVING SOME STUFF IN OUR LIFE THAT IS HARD AND REAL. WE HAVE TURNED TO OUR "FRIENDS" OUTSIDE OF FULAND AND THEY HAVE HONESTLY NOT BEEN WHAT WE THOUGHT WAS A FRIEND. I AM NOT GIVING ALOT OF DETAIL BECAUSE IT STILL FRESH AND CAUSING PAIN BUT OUR CLOSE FRIENDS AND FAMILY ARE SO WRAPPED UP IN THEIR STUFF THAT WHEN YOU CALL THEM OR GO SEE THEM TO TALK GET SOME STUFF OUT BEFORE YOU EXPLODE INTO DUST IN THE WIND, THEY IMMEDIATELY ARE TALKING ABOUT ALL OF THEIR STUFF AND WE NEVER GET A CHANCE TO LET EVEN ONE SMALL AMOUNT OUT. WE ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR THEM NO MATTER WHAT IS GOING ON IN THEIR LIVES AND WILLING TO LISTEN FOR AS LONG AS IT TAKES. THATS ALL WE HAVE ASKED OF THESE FRIENDS JUST SOMEONE TO LET US TALK TO SOMEONE OTHER THEN EACH OTHER. WE HAD A FRIEND WHO PASSED AWAY SEVERAL YEARS AGO HER NICKNAME WAS BETTY BOOP SHE WAS THE DEFINITION OF FRIEND. EVEN THOUGH HER LIFE WAS WAY HARDER THEN ANYONE OF HER FRIENDS SHE WOULD PUT ASIDE HER WORRIES AND OFFER HER TWO BIG SHOULDERS FOR AS LONG AS YOU NEEDED THEM!!!! WE MISS YOU BETTY BOOPS SO MUCH AND LOVE YOU HEART AND SOUL!!!!! I KNOW THIS PROBABLY WASN'T WHAT BLOGS WERE SET UP FOR BUT WE NEEDED SOMEWHERE TO LET SOME OF THE STUFF OUT BEFORE WE BOTH EXPLODED. MY HUSBAND AND I WERE TALKING ABOUT THIS A FEW MINUTES AGO AND I TOLD HIM I MISSED BETTY BOOP BECAUSE HER STUFF WAS REAL AND OUR FRIENDS NOW MOST OF THEIR STUFF IS DRAMA IN THEIR HEADS OR STUFF THEY INVITED INTO THEIR LIVES. OURS WE DIDN'T I WANT YOU TO KNOW THIS DOES NOT PERTAIN TO THE FRIENDS WE HAVE MADE HERE IN FULAND WE HAVE KEPT THIS FROM THIS PLACE BECAUSE ITS BEEN WHERE WE GO WHEN WE CAN'T TAKE THE SADNESS ANYMORE. WE THANK YOU FOR READING THIS AND RATING OUR PICS AND WE WILL KEEP DOING THE SAME FOR ALL OF YOU!!!! KISSES AND HUGS SHARON AND JOHN AKA DADDY AND SESSYANGELL
