Friends to me are people that call you every once in a while and ask if you want to hang out. They come over and hang out and just talk. They are there for you when you need them and always have something funny to say if you are in a pissy mood.
Being that is what I think friends are, I have none. Friends dont leave you and stop talking to you because you got pregnant. And they dont leave you and stop talking to you because they have a new boy toy, or girl toy. I can honestly say I have never had one TRUE friend in my life. No one to trust and tell things to without worrying that I am going to hear it out of someone else's mouth. No one to be there for me when I need a shoulder to cry on. I never really pictured myself as the loner, I love to be around people. But it seems that I am. Having no one.
