It really hurts to find that someone you thought was your best friend, ends up being someone you don't even know. Especially when you are in a place where you don't really know that many people.
You trust them with your inner most feelings, then they betray you.
I have many firends here but one was a friend in RL as well.
That person hurt me more than I thought I could ever be hurt again.
I have been through alot of hurt un the last few years, but this has almost destroyed my faith in the word FRIEND.
Maybe I am just nieve in thinking that there is really love and trust and faith out there.
As much as I wish I could just turn off my feelings and not let things hurt me, I can't.
Why can't everyone be honest and upfront?
It really isn't that hard to do............
